Be As You Are

last tuesday checked the shellin static in morning like i do every morning saw this big massive shell pile  though to my self love to be sitten on that pile well 2 hrs later my sister call so excited hubs is ok she poked her head in at our mom she was ok frozen chicken in over as mom tells her dont forget water sunscreen ect and she gone i was so excited to go shellin today i just knew today would be the day she would find somthing special  shellin in  tennessee with your sister to the beach and that i did her first pic was the massive shell pile was goin up 15 min later no pic so i started makein dinner hr later shes call momma had another stroke go go as she heading back 90 miles on interstate my hubs heard and i had a car and was leaving in morning oh how you life can change in a min i got to my sis that night she waited up for me as she always does when i drive as she huged me i felt everything is going to be ok that nght i slept inour moms bed never slept so good as the smell of her white shoulders linger on 600 our sister took me to see our mom her sweet smile was such a pleasure to see as i sat their and watch our sister talk to nursees and mom i relize she is her caregiver she has a gentenalness about her and talks to mom where she can understand and knows when to step in and when to let mom talk the moment that will stay with me forever is when i brough up mom a strawbeey milkshake she lit up that sweet smile and that spark in her eye see not olny the beach in in our blood but icecream is too daddy loved it he could go throug a hal gallon in one day mom and my bil had to have 6 half gallondn in frezeer all the time bil valinia mom cherry valana am i worried no because our sister has reminded me that GOD is in controll all the time and GODS got our back and my sister has mine but i have my sisters back so to my sister a big THANK YOU  from my whole being for being momma care giver  and being that gental person for her she trust you and that what matters and to my bil a big THANK YOU  for the love and surport you give our family and for me i will contune to shell on line get updates on my mom but knowing GODS in contrll and knowin if my sister needs me im 2 hrs away in that tranportion in the sky and i will be their GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME